dont think i dont understand,
dont think i dont know,
dont think i dont care,
dont think i dont feel the pain.
dont think i dont know how you feel,
dont think i dont know how pain it is.
because i know it all.
i know i still love you as how i used to.
i know.
i really do.
😀
when you told me you will change,
i tried to believe you.
i did,
but soon you were back to the old you.
i realised you didnt change,
i did.
but whatever it is,
i know i cant say much.
i will accept whoever you are,
because you are who you are.
whatever change you make,
i love you the same.
because deep down you already have a special place in my heart…
to all my friends out there,the special place in my heart will never be replaced..
😀
thank you’s:ms della,07s202
thanks 07s202 for the card
birthday wishes:
more thank you’s:guan yuan, mr cha, siupan, cheexuan, le dung, jinjian, keyi, pang, zhu song, ms choo, ms michelle lim, ms pang, ms yong, peck hong, sandeep, hafiza.
i’m sorry if i left your name out!but thanks a lot.THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO DRAGGED ME TO CUT MY HAIR!!GOSH THE PEOPLE BEST AT KEEPING SECRETS!!!but you were the guys who made me change my perspective of the class too.thanks people.and for the wonderful board too!!thanks to metta people for the card too!
thanks to all for all the well wishes,gifts,fun and the effort and time put in to organise everything.seriously a BIG THANK YOU!
thank YOU’s(in no order of favourtism,but i try to put them in order of the time of the celebration and wishes from as long as a week ago to 20 jan 1159):mum, dad, mark, simin, shuning, hiangling, lifang, kangli, yanti, syuhaidah(happy birthday too), abah(happy birthdaytoo), suriani, huangyu, evelyn, fadilah, filza, rachael, felicia, sharifah, tanglin, wusuan, steffi, liuying, kim, eunice, hamizah, elis, shuzhen, aiman, ms ang, ms lim, yingqi, gabriela, sok theng, jiayi, danial, lee jin, puay kai, weilin, atiqah, celestine, charlene, iris mo, soo ming, iris ng, jessica, shiying, livia, stella, qiqin, yezi.
i’m sorry to those i have missed out.but i thank all from the bottom of my heart,for all the tiniest effort put in.inmyheartiknowitall.i’m grateful i have so many friends who care…i love you guys!i feel so loved!!
and let me add that:OPENING UP CRANES,TRYING TO READ SMALL HANDWRITING ON A FULLY FILLED-PALM-SIZED PAPER,AND THEN FOLDING BACK THE CRANES,OCASSIONALLY FINDING SOME CRANES THAT SAY:OOPS TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME,IS NOT FUN AND IS NOT FUNNY!!but i love my present anyway.n thanks for the mug and cookies from kangli and gang.thanks yanti for the flower,sweets and pen.thanks dad for the meal and top-up card.thanks mum for the watch,hongbao and top-up card.thanks mark for the bracelet.thanks simin for that box of things.thanks abah and huang yu for the shirt.THANKS ONCE AGAIN PEOPLE!
taking a break from blogging.running away from reality for 2 weeks.have a great week!
it doesnt mean i will forget you,
it doesnt mean i will forget what happened that day,
on 040306;
because that day happened.
nothing i do can change the facts.
i will continue to remember the good times,
when you cared for me,
when you carried me in your arms,
when you came to take care of me when i was sick,
when i swallowed a fish bone,
i will remember you full of life,
remember you full of love.
you saw us grow up day by day,
till the day you left us.
we will always remember you,
always love you.
you will remain in our hearts as long as we live…
if you havent leave us,
today would be your birthday.
i will not let you down.
i will do you proud.
i will always love you.
you have no idea how much i miss you but i think of you everyday.
you will always live in my heart.
i love you,grandma…
不再像以前，
不能回到过去，
只要你们开心，
我会满足的。
it shall be the last.do not expect me to be planning anymore.i’m not superwoman:)
😀
when i was left alone,
i learn to realise where i want to belong,
a place i could call home,
a place where i can run away from all problems,
a place where i can hide away from the ugly truths in life.
but i realise there is no such place.
i wont give up.
no matter what,i will persevere.
i’m not going to care.
i’m not going to get angry.
i’m going to FOCUS!!
i believe that it will shine again.
no matter what,i’m going to be fine!
i will be happy!
😀
i know this is late.but anyyway HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2+0+0+8=10 new year resolutions
as we go on... 