as we go on...

4e3 class chalet:)

jean07 — Thu, 15 May 2008 15:46:08 +0000

hey ppl!there will be a class chalet(if nothing goes wrong)

Venue:downtown east.

Date:8th of june,Sunday.
$$:at most $8~$10
its an overnight chalet so everyone can feel free to stay over.there will be bbq for dinner on sunday.i have not finished planning so i will send another email when its confirmed.but the date and venue is confirmed so try to keep that day free.please spread this msg ard as i’m afraid this email will not reach some people.please either reply this email or sms me asap to tell me whether you are confirmed coming/confirmed not coming/maybe coming so that i can plan easier.thanks for your co-operation.hope to see you all soon. you can also email me if you have any ideas what to do on that day:):)

love,

jean’08

boo!

jean07 — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:25:06 +0000

hi people,i’m still alive,missing you guys!

i’ll keep them in my heart from now on

jean07 — Mon, 24 Mar 2008 12:23:22 +0000

inmyheart–do i really know everything?
but whatever it is,
i believe that whatever i know,
that much is true.
its my life and,
all these should be kept in my heart from now on…

ending off with a quote:A friend can tell you things you don’t want to tell yourself. these are people you should call true friends.cos true friends should never lie.so dont tell someone you understand how they feel when you dont.

nobody is perfect.learn to forgive and forget cos true friends dont come by easily.

take care people,even f i dont talk to you again,i’ll remember all of you.
the heart is where all the memories will remain:)

走好了

jean07 — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 12:10:36 +0000

Death–
so sudden,
so silent.
it takes lives–
without warning,
without signals.
treasure,
forgive and forget.

我会忘掉我们不愉快的事，
我会怀念我们曾经快乐的时光，
走好了，
我不会忘记你。。。

how i felt

jean07 — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 08:31:08 +0000

i used to thought nobody was there
by my side to listen to me,
i used to thought nobody was there
to understand how i felt,
i used to hate being a burden to others.
but when i could not take it anymore,
i talked to the people around me,
and i felt so much better.
the love and care they gave me made me realise
how much they love me
their patience have made me appreciate them more.

i believe that everyone will go through this period in their lives.
its the way they face it.
i used to isolate myself
and tried to solve my problems on my own.
it wasnt easy.
when i decided to open up and talk to others,
it felt so good like how it felt like in the past.
not exactly but at least i felt better.
thats when i grew to open up and appreciate my friends and teachers and family more.
knowing that they are there for me,
gave me the motivation to strive in life,
and never to let them down.

i will never be able to express my gratitude to every single one of you
but i want to let you know i do care and will always be here(i try to)
so hamizah,i wrote this for you.
we may not know how you feel
but if you are able to take the first step to tell us about it,
i’m sure some of us will be of some help.
at least those closer to you will be.
be strong and be honoured cos i havent dedicated my post to anyone before:)

it has been 3 years.i hope we are friends now.

NEVER rest your chin on the table during chemistry tutorial!!!

jean07 — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 13:12:47 +0000

thanks to my friends who comforted me and cheered me up
“we know it wasn’t your fault”
thanks loads.

to you(i think you might be reading this)
thanks
AND I WILL PROVE TO YOU THAT I HAVE ALWAYS PAID ATTENTION IN YOUR CLASS!!!!!
and i did not do anything wrong!

it has been 2 years…(040306)

jean07 — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:00:01 +0000

2 years passed,
it had been fast,
it had been long,
but the memories still playing in my head just like how it used to,
2 years ago.

to my grandma,
you are still alive,
in my heart,
you will always be.
the times you cared for me,
the times you hugged me tight,
those times…
040306–the date that i will always remember.
not the date that your journey ended
but the date when all these memories became an important part of me.
i will never forget this date because i love you more than i have to from that day on.
you still live in our hearts no matter where you are.
i want you to know that we all still love you and always will.
grandma,i wont let you down…

to my darlings of 4e3’06,
a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all of you.
those happy memories will never be forgotten
and everyone of you will have a special place in my heart.
thanks for being who you are and for being there to share my joy and woes.
i love you guys–
the love will never change.
i promise.

一个人的寂寞

jean07 — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 03:20:05 +0000

当我伤心的时候，
你去了哪里？
当我寂寞的时候，
你在哪里？

但没有你的日子，
我也能一样能度过。
没有你的日子，
我也一样会开心。

因为一个人不等于孤独，
一个人不等于寂寞。
因为一个人的时候，
我有更多空间，
我有更多自由。

没有你的日子，
我依然能够开心。

those people who are always there for you when you need them are those you will call true friends.
those who are only there for you when they want to are those you can do without.
even when you are alone,
you wont need them there,
cos you know they will not do much to make you happy.
being alone doesn’t mean lonely.

sometimes its good to be alone cos the freedom and space allows you to reflect.

我没有那么坚强

jean07 — Mon, 18 Feb 2008 14:06:51 +0000

你所见到的我是个坚强的人，
是个开心的人，
似乎把过去忘了。
但他们说，
再坚强的人看似坚强，
但内心里却是那么的脆弱，
再坚强的人有时也会掉眼泪。。。

为什么受伤的人总是我？
虽然我已不把这一切放在心里，
有时候我也会难过，
但我明白，
你已经尽力，
我没有怪任何人，
只怪自己不够坚强。

因为有你，
我真正地快乐，
我知道我应该知足。
谢谢你在我身边。

please stop

jean07 — Mon, 18 Feb 2008 13:51:04 +0000

i dont know why,
i dont want to know,
i just hope you will stop making me hate her.
please.
because i know i shouldnt.
i know i dont.

forgive and forget.
that i have done.
i’ll do my part as a friend.
no matter who you are.
no matter how you’ve treated me.

just let everything be ok.
let everyone be happy.